Hong Kong pre departure post. Emo post.

I have been emotional for the past few days, probably because I have been working continuously for the past 17 days without rest. On top of that, there was one day which I worked for 24 hours shift without rest.

Work life here is not easy, been chatting with friends and family and majority of them think that I overworked. 

Ok, let's put the long hour aside, I just caught up with friends like Anthony and Calvin tsen. Both are my secondary school mates, game mates. When we are together, we seems act like a bunch of kids. We discussed a lot about personal stuff, work and sometimes relationship. 

Anthony had totally transformed him self since he joined BWW, I guess Anna had passed a lot of knowledge and experience to him. With great mentor, one could learn a lot of life lesson. Which encouraged me to look for my mentor as well. I hope together we can learn and grow together. During the catch up session, We also discussed about Foh going back to KK recently. How life would be for her and how brave she was with her decision. It is definitely not easy to just go back like that. She told us that it is because of her aging parents that she felt that she would want to spend more time with them. Although she also said that her parents seems to want her leave the house as soon as possible which is to get a suitable guy and get married soon. Anyway, all the best to her!

I found that many people are leaving Singapore soon as they found Singapore pace is slightly too fast for them and may not be ideal to stay here for long. Which to a certain extent I agree.  It also makes me wonder what do I want from Singapore? Why do I want to stay in Singapore? Maybe I should list down some of the pros and cons why i would want to stay here in Singapore instead of going somewhere else. 

I have applied for PR in April, and now is already August, anytime soon, I will become a Singapore PR! Which somehow I am not totally into or looking forward to it. It seems like everyone is doing it in order to secure a better job or just to have a better options considering staying here in Singapore. 

I am flying soon to Hong Kong. Somehow, this trip signify a huge meaning to me now. Hong Kong is no longer a travel destination for me. It has transformed to a place where my future in-laws will be there. Travelling there to meet families and relatives will be a different kind settings. Jenny had been very sincere and thoughtful in arranging families and friends meetings. 

There are a lot of decisions, challenging conversation that need to be made this coming few months. Every single words that came out from my mouth will be repeated and will definitely be judged. I understand that I will not be able to please everybody during this period of time. 

Jenny has been away for almost a week now, Life has been very dry and boring. Although I do met up with Joann, Aik Pin, Michelle, Teo, Anthony and Calvin for the past week, but I do feel empty every time after the dinner or meetings. Is like the world just fly in a blink of an eye, good times can be transformed into bad times easily. Nothing last forever!